if you don't have it fake it

a blog about me, about this and that, about life....

Monday, February 19, 2007

Pamper Party

This past Saturday, my friends threw me a Bridal/Lingerie/Pamper Party!!!

It was great fun, I had to dress up in Lingerie ;) and parade around like that all day long, luckily only in front of girls!

We were supposed to have pole dancing lessons but the pole dancer had some crisis so she could not come. So we ended up playing guess the present. And for every present I guessed wrongly, I had to do some embarrasing thing like:

- Pretend to lick cream off my husbands body
- Pretend to be a hooker and pick up a guy on the road
- Pole dance with a broom stick
- Give someone a lap dance

Oh it was so embarrasing but fun at the same time. I received lots of great lingerie and pamper products!

Thanks ladies for a stunning day!!!!

Sunday, February 11, 2007

13 Days to Go

Happy Monday everyone

I was so lazy this morning, could not get out of bed. It was so nice and cozy under the blankets and it was also a bit chilly outside. But its a beautiful day. I seriously need a holiday just to relax for a while. I can feel the tiredness setting in and I did not take a proper break in December, just three days.

13 more days until my wedding.... I am so excited and scared at the same time. Went see my dress last week, it is so beautiful! I am so excited. I am going for my last fitting this week and will probably get it this week. Went to order a beautiful Swarovski Crystal taira yesterday, this lady hand makes them so everyone is unique and she uses the same colours as your dress or even jewellry.

Been going to the gym to work out, 20 minutes cardio & 20 minutes on this body vibrating plate, really awesome, there are different programmes for various parts of the body and I always choose abs. You will really feel the difference! And I have been doing abdominal crunches. Going this week as well. Lets hope it lasts for a while even after the wedding. They usually say that married couples will pick up weight after marriage but I doubt that my husband will pick up any weight, he is genetically thin! And I have fat genes and tendancies which means I will have to watch my weight all the time. I do admit that I am emotional eater!

Here are some pics of my dress fabric and the second pic is the mock up of my dress, it will be figure fitting, the bottom of the dress has full embroidery like in the first pic. Did not want a conventional white or ivory wedding dress, I love different things!



Friday, February 02, 2007

Heart Ache Hotel

A beautiful Friday morning, Jumuah Mubarak to everyone!

Had supper with two girlfriends last night and we just chatted about life, love and everything else. It was so sad to hear their stories about the men in their lives. How men can be so insensitive and have no remorse about the hurtful things they say and do. And here I am on the verge of getting married and just making dua that my husband treats me right.

I think all women want from their husbands and partners is some respect and a lil bit of loving! You don't have to smother us in material things, just love us a little! Its the small things and the things that come from the heart that count!

Booty - "I'd rather be alone than be unhappy", that is from a really old song from Karen White I think. Make yourself happy, love yourself! You don't need a man in your life to feel fulfilled! And I know its hard now but you will pull through it! I am here for you during the good & bad times!

Things may feel terrible at the moment but time heals! And you always have friends!